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Letter to my late Mother

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Letter to my late mother   Dear sweet  mother I can not explain how much I have missed you! When your last son told me “mom has died” I can’t believe one year has already come and gone since the illness took you away,some days feels like it never happened,some days the pain feels like it just happened,I still speak to you,I hope several time you could hear me. The hardest parts will be waking up and still realizing that you are still gone,I still send good morning to your phone and get a reply in my head......I remember how I grew up,mother you were everything and still are! I remember all your sacrifices I remember the ugly times....you still came back..... I remember when I caught you crying in front of our kitchen in 1991 over the loss of your younger  sister, I did not understand how death could be that painful,I only said sorry mom,now I know better Death brings loneliness even when we surround ourselves with sea of people. I remember when your mom was
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Loss

I talked to myself for over an hour while working today,what I kept pondering about was “Eulogy at burial”, that is where it ends, death or loss is not what one prepares for,but child birth is something one looks forward to,we ask ourselves endless question and the most important is “how ready I’m I?” for the birth of this child,the consolation about life is when the child finally arrives.. Loss can’t be prepared for,no matter the length of preparedness,at the end we wish for life! No one has a definite dying date,that is the power human does not posses,one should celebrate life,cherish the times,make videos,pictures won’t be enough, Life is the only thing without a manual or instructions,we all follow precedence,when the light goes off,we go home and the loved ones are left to mourn,loss can be difficult,in losing a loved one,one can be lost, This new blog will be about thoughts,healing,living life through the eyes..it will be fun! In all stay positive,stay true Remain blessed